Makes you think, doesn't it?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008


It's here, ladies and gentlemen!! Today was the first snowfall here in Pittsburgh that actually layed!! I just took Kacey for a walk, and when i got back, i had that just-been-building-a-snowman feeling, all warm but still chilly around the edges. Ahhh...winter is here!

I'm happy now, but by january, i'll be killing myself for saying that. :)

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Izzie and Denny are back!!!!!

Oh my god i am nearly crapping myself with joy! Denny is back! after all the letters and emails, hating the writers for taking Denny away, they finally caved and they brought him back! Denny is real and alive again! i don't know and don't care how, all that matters is he's real and he and Izzie can be together again, and have the life they wanted! All the hurt she felt can be gone, because Denny is back again! They can be happy together, just like they wanted! Praise the Goddess, Denny is back!!!
My mother tried to crash my party, "But he's still dead!" FUCK THAT SOULLESS BITCH. She doesn't know, she doesn't understand, sometimes love transcends everything. It did with Denny! His love was enough to bring him back! He stayed for her, and now they get to live happily ever after! IZZIE AND DENNY FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Hamster on a piano!

search youtube for "hamster on a piano" and thank me later. XD!!!!!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

PRESIDENT OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i'm drunkety drunk drunk! damn i love it. well true i'm not quite drunk, but i'm certainly on my way WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GO OBAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HALLEFUCKINGLUJAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whew. now that i have that out of my syestem. now oyu know why i'm drunk. celebratory. my mom's asleep upstairs, but i intend to get drunk off my ass!!!!!! i didn't intend to up til now, but now that i type it, i realize that i do! i want to get drunk tonight. nothing amtters tomorrow, i can sleep in til whenever. esp cuz i dont get hangovers! i love this website, you know that? i really do. this fucking website in the greatest. memmememe! oh that remidns me, did you like my meme? i really ought to shing off and stuff. so, woohoo, go obama, go three olives brand vodka with cranberry juice!! cranberry apple actually. i cant seem to get my head on straight. it keep swanting to tilt to the left. tired. gonna sign off. ciao, lovely Obama citizens! we actualy have a president with an IQ over his age! wahooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tenf to want ot sear a lot when i'm drunk. fuck yeah. bye.


Meme? (aka lots of I's.)

i saw this online just now. still don't know what a meme is, but it looks interesting.

I am : an animal rights loving vegetarian stuttering shy girl
I think : most people in the world are blissfully ignorant
I know : that the Goddess and the God love me.
I want : everyone on earth to be vegetarian, not to stutter, to be loved, lots of money.
I have : a dog on my chest right now, digging into my ribs.
I wish : every wish i made would come true.
I miss : high school.
I fear : I will never be loved.
I hear : the dog on my lap, Snoopy, breathing.
I smell : nothing.
I crave : chocolate, any form. Not dark.
I seek : the latest dream inside my head. and not to have to do the dishes.
I wonder : How much longer i will be able to stand being me.
I regret : All the things i wanted to say to mean kids who hurt me, but never did.
I love : Kacey, and my family, and several men and women i will always love but never meet again. (or ever)
I ache : For the life i should have had.
I was not : conceived on purpose.
I am not : happy.
I cry : For too many things to write down.
I believe : in magick.
I dance : like a string puppet with epilepsy.
I sing : When i'm truly happy, or scared.
I read : horror, sci-fi, etc. only fiction.
I don't always : treat my loved ones the way i should.
I fight : like a cornered rabid animal- with unbridled passion and little sense.
I write : Meandering, plotless fiction. Always first person, the main charachter always a girl.
I win : at Spider Solitaire every time. also at Mad Gab.
I lose : a lot, especially to my mom.
I never : intend to eat meat again.
I always : pronounce asparagus, "expagarus".
I confuse :
I listen : to all kinds of music, except rap and country.
I can usually be found : in front of the computer. :)
I am scared : about the future. and by slugs.
I need :my mommy!
I am happy: when i look at Kacey.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Happy Halloween/Samhain!

In case you're one of the millions who haven't heard,
Watch it, and thank me later.

Now, onto other news. Let's see...Still unemployed. still lumping around at home. Halloween was nice. i wore my blue dread falls and fangs and handed out candy. scared the shit out of some little kids. :(
After, my mom went to an all-niter party, and I got blitzed and watched '30 Days of Night". Not a bad little movie, but Mars was in it!!! At least i know him as Mars. imdb and the rest of the world know him as Ben Foster. (Played Mars in Hostage, most misunderstood character in cinematic history, with the possible exception of Gogo in Kill Bill.) I practically screamed when i saw him. Actually, i think i did scream. :) i know i did when the head vampire snapped his neck. Grr...
Anyways. What else? oh, my mom's birthday is in two days! I'm not even really sure how old she'll be, 'cause she stopped telling me a few years ago. ;) i think like 43 or 44. dunno. but as for a social calendar, mine's pretty empty for November.
ooh-i went to Mellon Arena for a rally against the circus, but no one was there! I was so bummed. so instead i went home and carved pumpkins. Rocky Horror was on, so it wasn't a complete loss.
that's about it, though. lemme check my phone calendar. i can't live without that thing.
oh darn. the phone's MIA. well, i guess i'll have to be good with what i got. Happy Halloween and Samhain, everybody!
kisses, me.